As I was looking on msn.com I came across this article/interview on Tracey Stewart, the widow of PGA golfer Payne Stewart who died tragically in a plane crash 10 years ago.  For me, it helps to know that even after 10 years she still feels the pain because I still think of my own spouse frequently.  It was an article in which I could relate to in so many aspects.  I hope it helps you as much as it did me.